Those Men of Mine

Even as you rock me to sleep
A darker side shows

My head swirls with thoughts
Oh how handsome he is
Oh how natural it would be
Oh how wrong I think I am

My head whirls with emotions
Oh how beautiful he is
On the inside
Oh how talented, but with no depth
Oh how easy it would be

My head swears not to take advantage
But my heart is pulled by excitement
The adventure I so desperately want
I am so scared of everything