Setting the tone, hearing voices.
I can't believe I did it again.
Handling terror with the horror of this ever lasting lust.
One more time, over and over, one more time.
Hoping this is all I'll ever need.
Another piece of me has been taken....
I want everything, but give me nothing.
Take this hazy mind release it from your hold
Forget all your mess you have to say.
I'm just going to do it anyway.
Our addiction carries us both.
The pain of torture I embrace as my burden.
Look around, it's only that you who wants it all.
Leave me loose but keep your grip.
A life time is a second away.
Colour is something I've never seen before.
Your blurriness is one of my comforts.
Never there, hardly seen.
Caught on my mind is the thought of eternity.
Can't have it my way can't have it yours.
The middle man calls apon us.
My feelings are tainted and days are all that I own.
Keep breathing.
