Darkness

My life is on repeat.
The same shit, just a different day.
I keep fighting,
But I feel nothing but defeat.
I need to find some better way.

Stress consumes me,
this pain will eat me alive.
You have done permanent damage,
just you wait and see --
I will prove to you I can survive.

I will never do what you have done.
I am ashamed of who you have become.

All I see is darkness,
but soon these dark days will brighten.
Soon I will experience the freedom.

The freedom from the pain,
eating me from the inside out.
Mark my words, I will continue to be strong.
You will realize what you have done wrong.

And when you do,
I will hold my head high,
and know that I am more headstrong than you.