I'll never again tell the one I love the truth
She'll just put me off like I don't exist,
She throws me aside like I'm a toy you can play with
But she'll make you love her so you can't resist.
At times it feels as if she's my whole life
And I can spend an eternity with her,
At times I want to make her my wife
But at other times I can truly differ.
Sometimes I wish I can turn back time
To before I told her the truth about me,
Sometimes I wish there was a ladder I could climb
To before the truth was visible to see.
I hate being so open to her
Because I know she'll end up hurting me,
But I don't know what I'm so worried for
Cause deep down I know it wasn't meant to be.