I was on my bed reading the reflections you wrote, it seems the unwanted feeling I have abandon a long time ago have come back haunting me .Approaching my heart without me realizing it. Jealousy has caused me to realize that I still have feelings for you. I felt happy that u have someone else in mind but at the same time I feel hurt. When i am outside alone, the wind just whisper your name through my ears. Its kinda weird why do you still have to be in my memory. It makes me sad when it reminds me of you. I get emotionally hurt when I decided to think back what I really had. Those sad, happy and funny moments we once shared. When it was all over, things were different as it used to be. I want to erase the entire distorted piece in my memory. Maybe you were too young to understand what real love is all about.
.....As you move on into another relationship, u will experience how does it feel to be really deeply hurt by someone you truly love and to be loved by someone you truly love. And when that happen, hopefully, you will understand what true love is all about....
