Can't avoid that feeling ..of being guilty
Every time i remember what I did..
I start to wish to be dead
It kills me .. and the pain starts to get into me deep inside
I promise myself not to do not again
And pray to god to give me strength to avoid it on anytime
And be stronger than it
It's a secret that I have to keep to myself
Cause its different than any secret which makes u feel small every time when you Remember it
I don't know what to do, I need to erase this pain
I need to tell someone ... but I can't
So I have to keep it to myself , so the pain will grow
And starts to kill me .. so I'll regret what I did
And start to be new again....
