People keep asking me...
"Are you okay?"
"What's wrong?"
"Why aren't you happy anymore?"
I just sit there
Wishing I could answer them
But if I knew the answers
I wouldn't be sitting here right now
Giving them a dead stare,
I turn around
Walking away slowly
They try to catch me by the arm
I just pull away
No once can bring me back
I'm off in my own little world
I don't think I'm coming back anytime soon
Someone waves a hand in my face
Once again the questions come
This time I put the fake smile on
But every thing's just so fake now
People are starting to see through me
Almost as if I'm a ghost
I'm pale as the snow
Invisible like the wind
I'm a rather lost soul
And I doubt I'll be saved
Why would anyone save me?
I'm just a worthless piece of shit anyways
Don't bother wasting your time
You wont convince me otherwise
People have proved it to me through out the years
I'm meant to be broken
Unloved
Alone
So I'm used it it now
The thought of being saved scares me in a way
I wouldn't be able to hide anymore
I'd be out in the open
Vulnerable
I cant take another hit
One more and I'm done for good
I wont be fixable anymore
What do I do?
Do I let you in?
Trust you not to break me?
Or do I live alone?
Push you away like everyone else?
My heart tells me to let you in
To trust you
But my heart has been wrong before
I'm at a cross road
I don't know what to do
Show me I can trust you
Please...
I may not be worth saving
But I need it...
