Why did I fall in love with you?
I never meant for this to happen
We were just supposed to be friends...
Remember?
Why does everyone keep on telling me this is wrong?
This isn't my fault you know...
It's my hearts...
Right?
Why does this hurt so much?
It wasn't supposed to be this way
We were supposed to always laugh
What happened?
I know, I know...
I get like this every time you're gone
I become this annoying whiny girl
I don't consider how you feel
Only myself...
Guess that makes me selfish too huh?
But this isn't all my fault
You ironically leave when I need you most
Just disappear in thin air
Now I wouldn't mind it as much if you just told me
But you cant do that, and I know you have your reasons
I'm just sick of your excuses...
Even if they aren't all excuses...just facts...
It still hurts....you know that?
I know this hurts you too
You miss me as much as I miss you
I don't mean to go all suicidal on you every time
It's just all becoming a little too much to take
You leaving is just icing on the cake darling
Don't you see that?
I don't do this to hurt you...or worry you for that matter
I hate seeing you hurt...and I really hate worrying you
So I'll close my eyes tonight
Picture your smiling face...wince a little in pain
But then I'll smile too
Because what's the point in frowning?
Remember...
I told you...
As long as I have you, I'll never frown
Well I still have you
And I'm never letting go
So all the frowns will disappear
I'll try my best to be okay
So don't worry dear
I'm hanging on for you
Don't doubt my love
Because we all know no matter what happens...
No matter what separates us
I'll win the battle to be with you again
