You don't want me to go...
But it's best if I do
Am I making you cry?
I'm sorry...
But at least listen to me...
Just one last time
You say I bring you happiness
Smiles and laughs
But think about all the sorrow I bring
The frowns and the tears
All the good is nothing compared to the bad
I hurt you...
I cause you so much pain...
And I just cant bare to see you like this anymore
I can't bare knowing that your pain is my fault
That's why I'm going
You're begging me to stay
Saying that if I go I'll only hurt you more
It's going to hurt now...I'm not going to lie
But once I'm gone and your wounds have healed...
You'll be much better without me screwing up your life
Please try to understand why I'm doing this...
I'm not going this to hurt you
To cause you pain or to make you cry
I'm trying to save you from more hurt in the future
Your begging me to stay...
Asking if there's anything you can say to stop me...
But I don't there is...
I'm doing this for you...
And though this is tearing me apart
Ripping my heart apart...
I'm going to have to push you away...
It's the only way I know how to save you
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry
I'M SORRY!!!
I want to say this over and over again
And I do in a way...
The look I'm giving you
The tears brimming in my eyes
How I run away...
That's how I'm telling you I'm sorry
I'm sorry with all my heart
I wish I could hold you...
Tell you every thing's going to be okay soon
But I cant...
You have to do this alone
You can do it...
I know you can...
Your strong my friend
Stronger than you think...
You're going into the light
A place I can never go
I must go back to the darkness
That's where I belong
You try to pull me along with you there
But if I step into the light I'll burn
Go blind...lose control
Do you know why I'm doing this?
I'm sick of pretending that's why...
The mask's beginning to fall off
And I just don't want you to be around when it's completely gone
When I finally snap
Because really...
I don't know what I'm going to do
I'm afraid I'll hurt you
Go on a rampage of anger...
Than fall into a pit of despair
I just cant bare for you to see my like that
It would tear you apart inside...
Knowing that you couldn't help...
Knowing all you could do was watch me break...
That's why I'm going...
So I cant hurt you...
No longer will you have this weight on you
You'll be free to fly
So soar through the sky and never stop
I wish you a happy long life
Spend it with the ones you love
The ones you cherish
Achieve all your dreams and never give up
You're an amazing person and an awesome friend...
But I'm not deserving of you
Know this hurts me more than you'll ever know...
But this is for the best...
I'll always remember you
You've left quite a mark on my life..
You've won a place in my heart forever...
But forget me...
You'll be happier that way
I love you...
I care about you...
But I cant bare hurting you
Not anymore...
I'm so sorry...
Good-bye...
