Last Execution

Now facing this choice,
Of staying here
And facing my fear,
Or leaving it all behind.

I struggle with the decision,
And fall into myself;
As I lose health,
Trying to cope with these feelings.

These feelings of regret.
The feelings of pain,
That will give me the name:
A coward if I leave.

Even if I leave,
I would still die.
I can't hide
And it's slowly killing me.

At last I decided;
I decide to stay,
Stay in the sun's ray.
As I'm killed for my wrong.

The wrong of killing,
As I watch before my eyes;
The end of my lies.
In my last execution.