Stunning deeds

My eyelids are veiled,
in it, I've lost a million dreams,
I've sheltered in the clouds,
I've got no other place,

I'm disguised in a warrior,
I've fought my foe blind-folded,
I'm skilled at war tact's,
I'm proud of my acts,

It's not great...The impact,
Deny all the facts,
Hide behind the scorching sun,
I repent to what I've done,
My deeds, they make me stun...