You smile at me one day,
Like everything is alright,
I look and you the next,
And its all gone,
Why are you like this,
You ask,
All the memories come flooding back,
I remember that time,
the time you first started,
It feels like it was yesterday,
The pain,
The anguish,
You started out small,
By just a choke,
Then it got bigger,
By the fist,
Then the knife,
But you finally ended it with a bang,
A bang Ill never forget,
I heard the bulled whiz out,
Then painfully striking my shoulder,
That was my warning you say,
The next will be worse,
I lay there crying,
Asking myself why,
What did i do,
Where did I go wrong
