I'm dizzy.
Dizzy from everything new I've encountered,
Counfused about why this happened,
Unsure about what to do different.
Different, that's what this is.
And I've tried to adapt
But what more could I do?
I've loved and I've given everything that I have,
Yet it seems that it always wants more.
More, thats what I need.
More than just appreciation and understanding;
Something substantial, breathtaking
Something that would assure me that this is worthwhile.
Worthwhile? Yes, i think it is.
I'm grateful, I'm content, I'm happy.
But I know I deserve the balance that I crave.
