The Person I lost

My life was filled with sorrow
All hardships and hope turned to nothing
Reality seemed so blurry since you said those words to me
I know i made a mistake in hoping that i'll make you fall for me
Kneeling on bended knees won't be enough to replace what my heart feels now
Only faith knows when you'll get to notice me and give me a chance
Zipping your heart closed is such a burden for me to take
Unsure of what things may end up
Keeping my sadness to myself so that you won't notice how affected i am
All these words seems so easy to write but deep inside its hard to express my feelings that i have for you