Hard habit

In the mirror a girl stares back at me
she glares at me with eternal hatred
i see the fat thighs, the thick waist

i hate her too i hate to look
she is ugly and so am i
there is no escaping my reflection

food is my enemy
it is hard to defeat
but Ive found a new tactic
making it easier to beat

make my way to the bathroom
always lock the door
stick my finger down my throat
chubby waist is no more

soon ill have the perfect body
like ones in magazines
soon i will be pretty
like the girls on TV

bulimia is my passion
a sport i have always loved play
it is my obsession
a habit hard to break