The hole in me

We had so much together
the talks the laughing
though all the weather
was it real

you made me fall for you
or so i thought maybe i was wrong
or i was misreading the clue
you never really cared

i can tell that now
all the pain you put me through
I'm still living somehow
this pain in me is like a hole

a chunk you ripped out of me
I'll probably never get back
I'll never be the same can't you see
you did this and theres no way you can take it back

I'll never want another guy as much as i want you
this hole in me is bleeding
because this whole thing we had wasn't true
I'm dying inside slowly but still deadly

there were days yes i would
give anything to have them back
but there too good
for me to handle again

this what we had there is no way to explain it
in my mind i was in love
but what did i know i didn't know shit
i was only a child in the eyes of you

you were my world my whole life
that summer I'll cherish forever
except that where there was love the is now a knife
one you left behind in me

the hole in me will never heal
for what you did
you'll never be able to feel
thats it for me in this world nothing left