Your pain tears me to pieces,
and I feel like I'm going to drown.
It may seem like I can live with that,
but sometimes I just want to break down.
I miss you terribly throughout each week,
but I know I see you every weekend.
I just keep my head up and hope for the best,
because I don't want this to ever end.
Baby I love you,
and I would fight to keep things strong.
I'm crazy about you and I don't care
if anyone says what we have is wrong.
I love you more and more each day,
and I really feel that I can open up.
The problem is I'm really scared,
that you might think my past is too rough.
Another thing is,
I hate looking weak.
Whenever I cry or break down,
I'll feel like a freak.
I'll try and open up,
I want to reveal my soft side.
I'm sick of trying to be tough,
because it's tearing me up inside.
I know I can do it
because I do trust you,
and everytime that we have a fight,
I hope that we'll always pull through.
I never thought a guy could be this great,
until the day I met you.
You love me both inside and out...
Hagan Sullivan, you're my dream come true.