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by Seth Rowley Jul 15, 2009 category : Internet slang / love, romance
I'll start speaking than I get real quiet. I'm not like you, I don't want to start a riot. I just want to have a fun time and relax, I don't want to worry about you. Worrying about you just comes naturally! You can tell me to stop but I just won't listen. I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. I just wish someone would call me on the phone. I wish someone would brighten my spirits up. I'll never have enough. I know there's a woman out there for me somewhere. These women are only faking acting like they don't really care. I know Luisa cares for me, I just can't have her because she doesn't like me in that way, and she's married. So why am I constantly talking about her? I enjoy hanging out with Carrie, I wish her and me was boyfriend and girlfriend. I just have to stop thinking about other girls because that's a sin. I do need to get out and have some fun while I'm young. Not be stuck at the house waiting on my life to be done. When I go out I'm scared I'm going to be pick pocketed. I'm going so fast I might explode like a rocket. I can't give up, I got to just sit here, do my own thing, and just face the fact that these girls are treating me like I am nothing. I'm not trying to be sad and gloomy. I really just want to know what it feels like for a woman to come and do me. I'm not going to get any where thinking about sex all the time. I actually don't think about sex all the time. It would just be nice to have some every once in a while. I'm being as nice as I can be to you and all you see me as is just a friend. I'm not complaining I don't want our friendship to end. I didn't want Angela and my friendship to end either. Sometimes it's necessary to act like a Peter! You still have to do it in a friendly way or you'll go to jail. I don't want to go to jail or hell. I just want to cuddle up next to a girl, I want to talk to her, we can talk to each other, we can kiss all over each other like we are lovers. I can pretty much do whatever the woman wants me to. I just want to take my time pleasing you.