For the umteenth time
i have to start all over again.
love songs swim in my mind
which causes me to reminisce
on what i had felt, what i had thought.
I've been in this place
one, too many times before.
thinking you could be the one
to turn everything around.
you could be that so called
'happy ending'.
after all the ones i had thought
were going to leave me with my ending,
I'm left here once again with the ending
that seems to love taking part in my life,
running it actually.
no ones fault but mine
because i let you slip through my fingers.
cant even think of your face anymore
because you are long gone,
out of my world.
but the thoughts of you and the feelings
are still left here with me,
keeping me company.
