Years have gone by
and i have gone through almost
every phase with you.
from "falling in love" to saying goodbye
with that "bad kinda breakup" thing goin on.
I've grown up throughout all these years
and as i get older
blame turns to shame,
and there comes the realization
of a denial that had taken over
for days, weeks, months.
i would like to apologize for the blaming,
whether you actually did wrong or not.
this forgiveness is for me
more than for anyone else.
but the funny thing is after i write out
what had happened between us,
where we had lost it,
i start to reminisce and think again.
after these four years i thought i had left you
in the past where you belong.
but instead I'm brought back into this circle
and here i am again,
missing you.
