Is it wrong to try to open up
that box of the past
or is it simply having a final closure
type thing to make me finally move on
and not let the past keep repeating itself.
living in my past day to day
which makes my past my present,
and could even be future
because each day coming my way holds
my past, recreating my future and making the present
not such a gift.
I'm back to saying
"I'm moving on"
and that i don't need you in my life
but wait a second,
i remember saying this so many times before.
knowing what comes next in the circle I'm running,
I'm going to end up back with you,
because ever since you,
everything came falling apart.
after all the endless laps
i have been running
I'm prepared to wake up one day
already knowing to grab my bags,
cause i always end up
where it all began.
