I miss you

I miss you
I long to see you
to talk to you
to see you smile once more
I long for a time before
before your pain
before your sickness
A time when i thought...
you'd live forever
I wish i had told you...
I love you...
more than I had
I wish I had seen your face...
more than I had.
I wish i had more moment with you to hold
I wish i had laughed more,
experienced more,
saw more,
lived more,
cried more...
with you by my side...
but your gone...
and all I have are the memories.
The memories I wish I had more of.
selfish?
maybe.
but I can't help but miss you...
I love you..
but your happy now.
There's no more cancer.
no pain.
no fear.
no suffering.
no sadness.
Your watching over me now.
So, I'm sorry I just want more.
I love you.
I miss you.
I just long to see you.