I deserve better than that

I always believed only stupid one's get fooled
That no way I will be living in a depressed mood
But look at me! What do I exactly have!
A body with lost soul and stolen laugh
A creature with a heart that is cut into half
For so long, I tortured myself over them
None did care! They simply don't give a damn!
Friends and lovers, I was harshly shocked enough
And for what! Sold me cheep over tiny silly stuff!
So now, I believe I deserve better than that
Better than jerky pals and cheating bastards
Better than dirty words and meaningless flirts
Better than broken promises and drama themes
Better than playing alone against them in one team
Better than following and obeying their orders blindly
Better than forgetting and forgiving them for free
You see, I am doing all of this just for my sake
Sane person should learn from a previous mistake
It's like having a massive sudden internal awake
With each hit, I will grow bigger and stronger
Never will I let them see me in a pathetic figure
Just when I thought I knew all types of dangers
I realized "never give your heart to strangers!"