Pain is a strange feeling

Pain is a strange feeling
A feeling i can't abide
I hate the things it does to me
It makes my world collide

My life has gone straight to the ground
And i feel so very small
I try to get back up again
And once again I fall

I'm tired of all the sadness
I just want to go and hide
I'm tired of shit Ive been though
And all the tears Ive cried

I'm tired of the yelling
And all the things I do
I always work my ass off
And this is what I go through

I'm tired of faking happiness
Each and every day
Right now I am so confused
I don't know if ill be okay

One day I think that the pain
Will just be way to strong
When my body can't handle it
I wont be living long

My one and only God
Please listen to my prayer
Please give me someone in this world
Someone that will care