So near yet so far,
The love that was once there is now lost,
never to be seen again,
her smile,
grace,
laughter,
beauty,
all memories lost forever,
the joy replaced by burning and dread,
her touch a distant memory,
broken,
dead,
is there a point in living for tomorrow?
no more waking to see her smiling face,
no more looking forward to and dreaming of our wedding day,
no more of ... anything...
just those last words repeating in my head,
pain,
silence...
darkness...
tears...
misery.
