Liz
I look at the time that has already passed
But the last few days have felt like my last.
Moving on without you is tougher than I would have thought.
And just one more moment with you is something I have sought.
I look across the time I have left,
Stretching like an ocean in which away I am swept.
And although going on without you is something hard to do,
It would be something you would want and I cannot deny that to you.
Why you had to leave me, I may never know,
But you were never selfish.
You had the best heart and soul.
While it may never seem fair, or even very real,
The pain of losing you is something I will always feel.
Remembering you are happy now,
Is the only thing that gets me through.
But I would give my life
to spend one more day with you.
*Liz committed suicide at age 14, on Monday, June 22nd, 2009. She was my best friend, but more like a sister. She was my whole other half. The pain of actually losing her is almost too much too bear. Worst. Summer. Ever.
RIP: Elizabeth Sharon Clark
December 18th, 1994 - June 22nd, 2009
I will always love and miss you, with all my heart.
