Sometimes you can be so cool,
sometimes you can be both condescending and cruel,
Never thought I'd reach inside of your head,
never thought that I could preach to the dead.
And now I'm staring at the ceiling,
thinking my own morbid thoughts,
and now she's holding me tighter,
never thought I'd grow up to be a fighter.
Seconds fly - moments like these are passing me by.
Like the sun - I'm waking up staring down the barrel of your gun.
And to think - that you taught me how to live, promises shattered. and to wish - you showed me a better way to accept the deadliest monsters there was.