I've never had a beat that a cried to,
memories of people that i've love and lied to,
its like a clip projection on my wall,
of "contradictions", (protecting) you to fall,
I've always understood why i've loved you,
your heart was always a level i could get up to,
so you'd fall, and i would never climb down,
so my heart i cant find now,
knowin who I am is hard,
cuz i'll always grow into the scars, never reaching far.
I know your mine, your not a stranger,
but not anyone can feel safe when they're in danger,
I've got choices that I cant choose,
and I got you that I cant loose,
but when your stuck, you cant move,
so tell what am i to do,
I'm speakin like theres only one of you,
thinkin what i've done to you, sayin what im gonna do,
like im really comin through, like im in love with you,
even when im huffin too,
SO SCREW LIFE CUZ I AINT EVER DONE NOTHIN NEW,
i've done the same stuff constantly,
messed up, same cocky ace hole wanna be,
but you still wanted me,
so I gotta be, different... right?
so we can live our life..
and move on, get the fcuk outta the system,
hell with being drunk its not an excuse for why i kissed em,
your right i missed you and never did listen,
Im here now baby, never leavin or livin,
I've got choices that I cant choose,
and I got you that I cant loose,
but when your stuck, you cant move,
so tell what am i to do,
