Hey there little one

Hey there little one I'm sorry i let you go
i never got to see you or even say hello!
even though i never got to meet you
or stroke your soft downy hair
doesn't mean i never loved you or that i didn't care!
i think about what you would be like at each stage i should be at
i look at myself in the mirror an think id have been happy being fat
id have been happy keeping you safe inside me
protecting you from harm
until you were ready to meet me and be cradled in my arms
I'm sorry i never got that chance an you were taken away before i could
I'm sorry i wasn't able to keep you an didn't protect you the way i should
mummy will never forget she carried you even if it wasn't for very long
she is so very sorry that she managed to do everything so wrong
she wants you to know she loves you and hope you know how much
because trust me my angel id give anything to feel your touch
i love you my darling baby and hope your being good where you are
because my little sweetheart mummy is never very far