You know you are everything that i should be pulling my self to wards,
you are what feels right for me.
I wanna be where u are.
But i shouldn't go to you,
i have to change my direction,
i cant follow my heart and be with you,
i cant make u my everything,
but i cant keep pulling myself to wards you.
my deep heart is full of thousands of rights and wrongs
that i argue with my self to do and not to do.
Tho i can never help to want what i want.
Just like everyone else in the world.
Its a heart breaker of the moment when you hold me in you arms,
you just melt my heart into thousand of pieces.
I cant help but always want to be 'your girl' instead of HER.
I don't understand how someone can be so unhappy with someone else,
and still be with them,
and happy with another and not be with them when they want to so bad.
I'm always singing to you twisted melody.
But this time i think its time for you to help me,
and let my heart fall, and let me build up my walls again.
Cuz i cant stand being with you, and at the same time not,
I rather let you go and be the one hurting then letting you hurt me more then u already are.
You will always be the smile on my lips no one understands,
and the hole in my heart only i know is there,
and only i can feel,
for u are my little secrete no one knows about.
So for once, and only one let my heart fall,
for i can not just let u go on my own u are so hypnotizing.
I will never lie, i still wish the world would just stop,
and let it be us, and only us.
i wish i could change the world,
and take u all for myself.
But sadly i cant stop the world,
so i will try to move on away from u....
