It all began with a load of hate,
which did not coincide with my fate.
Fate had known the misery of all,
still did not prepare me for the fall
It all began like a beautiful song,
But happiness was not for me to belong.
I told myself to never trust hope,
And I trusted hope yet again.
I told myself to never love,
And I started loving yet again.
Long time it had been that I believed
Thought life could be differently perceived.
I still search for reasons for hope,
But I know it all is an illusion.
Things should be let as they are,
Dreams should be kept away and far.
Sunshine is gone; well only the half I had,
The night has come,
It has come to stay,
The night where nothings exists,
No Stars, No Hope, No love,
The Eternal Starless Loveless Night.