All this pain and no good reason why

All this pain and no good reason why
I've cried until the tears run dry
Analyzed my past, mistakes I've made
And still the pain will not fade

All these fears hidden in my soul
Now a black, sore, gaping hole
Left behind when hope fled the nest
Until it returns, these demons won't rest

All these tears, lost in such vain
A waste of strength that I cannot regain
As I look again to the midnight star
Praying that hope isn't too far

All this torture and still can't explain
How I ended up in such miserable pain
Questioned myself, until my head spins
I must have committed subliminal sins

All this agony with no known cause
My reasons are melting, as death thaws
A punishment given for no conscious crime
Is this life, really mine?

All this suffering feels so unfair
Of whatever crime I've committed, I'm unaware
Someone please tell me what I've done wrong
To circle in this devouring mess for so long

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