I been there

I been through the storm
I been through tornado
Its all been called my life

I been family to family
I been program to program

I been through alot
Now where do i go
Where is all my help

Crying so much i cant breath
Please god just take my life away
I am ready to die
I want to be with my grandfather
Please god i cant take anymore

THis time i cant survive on my own
I cant get back up
I am to weak
I need help

Day after day
I spend in this lonley car
I turn up the music its so loud
It helps me excape this awfull word i cant live in
Problem after problem
I cant have this in my life

I want to be loved
I want to be excepted
Its just ending in pain
The tears and the breaths i cant breath
I am scared
THere is no truth in this world
At the end of the day its only me

I wish god could no
Im ready to leave
No one loves me
No one cares about me
And for this girl
Cant hold on any longer
slowly dieing
Hopes and dreams at a stands still at here feet

People hear me yell
People hear me cry
THey all still push me away

I feel like a ball
Used and forgeting
I wish there was that one person in the world
THat would just love me

Im so hurt rite now and keeping everything to myself :(