I'm happy on the outside,
But all mixed up inside,
Everythings gone wrong,
I'm not sure how much longer i can play along,
Sitting in my room by myself,
I take a knife down off the shelf,
Into my wrist it goes,
And out my blood flows,
Outside it starts to rain,
It taps against my window pane,
I start to cry,
I don't want to lie,
I want to be who everyone else can see,
I don't want to be me.
