Is True Love Real?

I've been scared for so long
to do the wrong thing
to fall in love easily
with the wrong somebody
just because he flirted with me
i need to take a risk
that's all everyone tells me
to ask him and let him kiss me
but i still haven't
so I'm considered innocent
i hate myself more and more
for not taking a chance on him
now i can't see him again
at the same time i feel confusion
wondering is this what i really felt for him
I'm just a hopeless romantic
i want to find my true love
but sometimes I'm not sure if
he even exists
is true love a myth?
is true love real?
how am i supposed to deal?