I'm afraid to feel
I start to laugh
no reasoning behind it
none at all
people stare and walk away
and when everyone is gone
I fall apart
my laughs turn to sobs
I remember words you've said
smile and cry harder
curl into a ball
and hope to die
it fades slowly
my heart pounds
beat after beat
and I remember when the beats were out of order
all because of your touch
you still love me
still dream of us lasting forever
I cannot believe you would break me this way
make me miss you this way
remember when you promised me
baby it'll all be okay
I need you
please
come home
