My lost self

I have many ghoast
No body knows
Some people run when i talk
Others think im crazy
Im not its what my family did to me
I dont rember days weeks or hours
I just want to be alone
No one understand
People think im carzy

THis is all me
I am gettign a place on my own
Im the only one that can stand myself
Cutting so much
Its the only thing i have control of

Now writting this poem
Its only me and the computer
I am lost once again

I need to talk so bad
I dont have a chance

Secrets building up
Lie after Lie
Im sorry to much

Im gonna be ok