Giving up

Nightly music on the radio
Apartment full of dimness
You sleep soundlessly beside me
Outside the rain slowly pours

My chest is full of despair
I don't even have where to go
Regret takes me it is not fair
You know you'll always have my soul

I've given you all I have before I'm gone
And I had to kill myself once more
I'll find somewhere to run
Somewhere the rain won't pour

'I can't go on like this anymore
I must find the peace for my soul
I'll always love you, of that I'm sure
I know you will easily move on'

I leave the letter with the apartment key
Right there on my side of our bed
Forever has ended in the best way
Through the rain away from you, I sailed