I've been up.
I've been down.
I've been pushed around.
I've come close to being six feet under ground.
I've had my face in the dirt wishing it didn't hurt.
I've cried myself to sleep.
I've Made myself bleed.
I've been used.
I've been abused.
I've covered it up with make up.
I've had days I didn't want to wake up.
I've been left on the side of the road.
I've had no one to hold.
I've walked out on someone I didn't love.
I've had to sleep in a hallway with out even a rug.
I've waited by the phone to find out when he was gonna bring you home.
But still the hardest thing I've ever had to do is choosing to have you.
I was at rock bottom but I knew there was better things to come.
There was you this is what I knew.
