I close my eyes, I try to sleep
I can't, the memories
I can't stop remembering
The way it was us, you and me.
I will admit, it wasn't all perfect
We had our fair share of ups and downs
We had our laughs, our smiles, and our frowns
But isn't that what a relationship is all about?
Each time we went through our hard times
We'd always make it through in the end
We'd became stronger and more in love each time
Something went wrong this time.
This time, something was missing
Neither of us love each other the way we did
What happened?
I don't know. But I wish I did.
I know I cannot, but I wish I could
Turn back the clock
To make things right, to make things good
I sit here in the corner and I rock,
These tears I shed are for you, for us
Remembering back to when were happy
When we knew what we wanted
Something changed in us.
Remember when we sat there at the park
You'd hold my hand and tell me I'm all you ever wanted
You'd never walk away, you'll always be there
You kept going back to the first kiss, the 'spark'.
I know I never showed it as much as I should
But I did love you with all my heart
Your hugs and the way you used to kiss me
You held my hand, there's a few things that I miss.
But most of all, I just miss having you around
Without you I feel I have fell down
I cannot get back up, no matter how hard I try
But all I can do these days, is cry.
For once, I cannot see the light
I don't even have the strength to fight
I normally forget it and let it go
'Cause I know I cannot change anything.
I can't do that this time
A part of me is still holding on
I cannot seem to convince myself
That everything we were, is gone..!
