I gave him my heart 100%
I did things for him I've never done
for any other boy.
I cared about him, I defended him, I listened
to his every word, I comforted him..
I loved him.
But now i see that was a mistake.
I was nothing more that a toy to him.
Someone he could use, someone he had
wrapped around his finger and would do anything for.
He always told he really cared about me, that he was
mine and I was his. That he always wanted to be with me.
But now I've finally opened my eyes and seen that it was all lies...
I gave him my heart and he took it and ripped it to shreds.
I can't believe I could have been so stupid and blind,
If only I could've seen through him, I could've stopped all this pain.
But now I've learned from this mistake and I know to never trust anyone again.
(except my family and best friends)
I loved him and he broke my heart.
And theres nothing I can do about that except heal and move on.
Which is exactly what I intend to do.