TEARS ARE BEING SHED EVERY SINGLE DAY
EVERYTHING I DO IS A VERY BAD MISTAKE.
I START TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME IN THIS WORLD,
EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE TELL ME I'M A BEAUTIFUL GIRL.
IT ALSO SEEMS AS IF NOTHING FOR ME IS GOING RIGHT.
AND EVERYDAY I FEEL SO UPTIGHT.
AS I WATCH WHILE EVERYTHING FALLS BEFORE MY EYES, i TRY NOT TO LET THE WORLD HEAR MY PITIFUL CRIES. BUT TRYING TO SEEM HAPPY IS BEGINNING TO BE A CHALLENGE, JUST LIKE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THAT HAPPENS.I TRY TO STAY POSITIVE, BUT WHAT IS THERE TO LOOK FORWARD TO?everything SO FAR HAS BEEN DARK AND BLUE.