Silent Cries (a response.)

I lay on my bed
Staring at the roof
Not wanting her to find out
The disgusting aweful truth

I feel it running down my legs
Like tears jus not on my face
Its throbbing and pounding
As my heart pumps to its own pace

My stomach growls
Its hungry for more
More cuts on my legs
From where I just tore

I start getting deeper
As my leg starts to go numb
The blood flowing fast now
Just staring at what I've done

It wasn't because of him this time
It was for another reason
All this pain inside and hurting I felt
It could be considered my own silent treason

I cut again
but this time go deep
My body is failing everything slows
But I still hear my heart slowly beat

I cut again and again some more
I want nothing else but to die
She told me to live even though she left
But noone can hear my silent cries

Your final wish was for me to be happy
As you said your last goodbye
But I don't want to I need to be with you
So 1 hour after your death, I die.