My last couple of months
Were the biggest challenge yet
New places, new things
It got all mixed up
I had to adapt
It came a point in my life
I just could except anymore
I told everyone i wasn't ready
Still they pushed
I went to a group home
I was totally lost
I became sick i could eat
My body was giving up
The kids called me names
The kids throw things
I was so scared
I couldn't stay any longer
No one wanted to help me get out
I packed my things and left
I gave up
People promissed me i would be happy
This was my safe place
I had so much hope
I became so dissapointed
So depressed
Living in my car over a week
I have no more money
I had no were to go
Apartment after apartment
I cant pay
I went back with my dad
I barely know him
Lets just say i couldn't stay
My last place
Back with my mom
The last place i want to be
The road brought me back to my fermlia place
This time it doesn't feel like home
People showed me what they were doing was wrong
What they had me believing was wrong to
Now i sit here all confused
Everyone helped me
To see the difference
And i still do
I need to leave
Before i fall right back
People told me there working on it
Its just not fast enough
I dont know what to do
