Let Me Go

by xbrokinxlillxgirlx   Jul 31, 2009


Silet crys
No final goodbyes
I always fought for my life
Now i want it to end
Its way to much pain
I have nothing to gain

My eyes cant cry
My heart cant beat
One thing after another
I cant find any safe place

My parents don't love me
My parents don't care
There gonna wounder why i took my life
There gonna act like it wasn't there fault
There gonna make up stories of there crazy daughter
There gonna tell everyone how much they loved her

The truth is they destroyed my life
Seice i came back
Its been to hard
There putting to much pressure on me
Everything i say or do
Isn't up to there expatiations
NO one botheres with me
I have no one to talk to
I'm so depressed
I just want it all to end

I cant keep trying
I am slowly dieing
This has been my life

I don't want another program
With people i don't know
I don't want another home
By myself
I don't want another hospital
That will take your stuff
And act like your criminals

I already try-ed it all
Now look at were i am!
I want a quick out
I cant be here any longer
I want to run away
I want my life to end
I'm sorry who i will hurt
I need to think of me
What to do
Were to go

Its only me now

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  • 15 years ago

    by meliLOVE

    Wow that poem was deep.. im sorry u feel that way i use to have similar thoughts but i dont think that way anymore but that cuz i got rid of the bad ppl in my life the ones who were bringing me down and that how i got better.. ur right all u got is u so way not do better and leave all the hurt in the past... thats wat i did... trust me i know wat its like to be hurt when my grandma passed away i went thru hardcore depression and i only thought about how bad i want to be with her so i tryed to kill myself so many times but it wasnt until i realized thats not wat my grandma would of wanted so i changed my way of thinking and i finally got better it takes time and alot of will power but u can do it... ((((sorry this msg is so long but i felt u needed to read it from someone who knows wat ur gonna thru..))) msg me anytime.. take care sweety

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