You're here lying next to me
Looking at you, breath unconsciously
The fact that you're just several inches away
Does not make me strong to hold you that way
You moved slowly and I had the chance to see your face
Still the same that brought me happiness and aches
I longed for you to hear what I want you to know
Before I realized everything and that you wanted me to go
I tried to believe that things will be alright
That you would come near me and hold me tight
I thought of reasons and chances that these will be real
Or I am just dreaming and those were all lies you feel
I thought of making my foolishness to end
But my heart is not satisfied of us being friends
You were with me but I felt like alone in the dark
Sentiments are crying for calmness away from hurt
Tried to pretend that losing you is not meant for me to cry
But smiles cannot hide the truth that half of me will die
Will I deserve happiness with you or is it just a misery
Loving you means wonderful fantasy but full of mystery
