Anxiety

Pain
Why do I fear the sensation so much?
The jab of your hurtful words
Or the pound of wounding punch

Its seems no matter how hard I try
I can never get things right
So how about I leave you alone
And go to sleep for the night

Ill wake up in the morning
And try to move on with my day
But because youre always around
The memories never seem to sway

I leave and go to school
And forget this whole ordeal
But as soon I here you coming
Its anxiety that I feel

The thought of messing up
And hearing your voice raise
Its something that I hate the most
It puts me in a haze

So once again Ill try to behave
And leave you for the night
For the fear I have when I hear you yell
Is something that will never be alright