It's been a long, rough day
11:08 your eyes they beg me to stay
your sweet talk i try not to let it phase me
oh but your sweet, sweet lips are
what convince me
your slow moving arms
are what lead me to the bed
what i can't see is hidden in your veins
you're loving me now
so what happens when the high fades?
i wish i could kiss you and say
it's always been you, it's OK
my heart knows this isn't truth
whenever your with me, now
i can see it in your eyes
something isn't right
you used to conceal it
now you're just so addicted to it
constantly craving it
only sick without it
i love you
i care about you
i thought you loved me or so
you told me under the sheets
i remember when we first made love
it was days before any drugs
the clock read 11:08
the first time you actually wanted me to stay
it felt right as we pulled each
other close all night
declaring your love for me
your lips, my lips
never forget that one kiss
lately all you need is a fix
you ignore my lips
push me away
I'm sitting here watching as
you're falling apart
these words are written to you
right now i can't love you
much less look at you
you're killing yourself
from the inside out
my heart is slowly filling with doubt
these words are written to say
you need help
seeing you like this is breaking me apart
i just need you to be the boy
i love
the drugs have taken control
my love,
you need to know
I've had enough
