Pain without you ..

There is this pain that I feel
Since you walked away
Its tearing me apart
Since you said you could not stay

I spent two years
Having you by my side
I wanted to make you happy
Believe me I tried

Im so sorry
For making you leave
But if you really love me
Then how much longer do I have to grieve?

I promise that Ive changed
I know you dont believe me
But you need to take a chance
You need to see

I swear to you Im different
I promise I wouldnt lie
I need you in my life Matty
Not having you makes me cry

Ive tried to forget you
Ive tried to move on
But I love you too much
To believe that youre gone

Ive always loved you Matty
And I believe I will forever
I need you in my life
And that will change never

Please just trust me Matty
I wont hurt you again
Please just forgive me Matty
And take away this pain