I miss having someone to tell everything to
I miss the advice you gave me when I just didn't know what to do
I miss the way you make me laugh,
The way we used to talk on the phone for hours.
Nothing else mattered,
As long as we had each other than everything was okay.
As long as you were by my side I didn't care what else happened
You were everything I ever wanted
I never wanted any other boy just you
Now, I don't have a choice
If I was to ever go back to you
I would lose the best people in my life, my best friend, my family
It's too much of a risk to take.
I'm not willing to lose everything for you again.
